Follow up to https://eyeballtank.newgrounds.com/news/post/1247572
As of now, i'm still trying to finish a drawing of the 6 Nortuble characters but i'm also trying to learn Godot.
Still struggling with where to Start.
Posted by EyeBallTank - March 18th, 2022
Follow up to https://eyeballtank.newgrounds.com/news/post/1247572
As of now, i'm still trying to finish a drawing of the 6 Nortuble characters but i'm also trying to learn Godot.
Still struggling with where to Start.
Posted by EyeBallTank - February 28th, 2022
All i can say is that my most desired gift is one that i'm partially behind, which is being able to work more on my projects and make sure most of them happen.
Anyway, hope i get to draw the orc girl i wanna draw.
This time i wanna draw a more dynamic pose after how stiff the vampire kids, cyborg marine, cute robots and clown girl were.
I have that information about poses and construction on my brain, better make use of it.
With enough knowledge, i like to think i can use some mental shortcuts to make up for lost time.
But i also want to actually play around with Godot and make some very basic tests to actually get the hang of it.
Posted by EyeBallTank - February 6th, 2022
I won't give up working on my projects and goals, but i feel it's better to spoil my ideas and stuff just so people get the idea of what i want to bring into fruition (And in case something happens to me).
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1QWjE2D9l4qEJQ3rzirwRv3P5pTL15K1Hf8es6vMVG4k/
This Google link contains a whole document of everything about my characters, settings, ideas, plans etc.
This is what i've been planning for almost 4 years and still want to make something solid out of it.
It's almost 105 pages long (Which could change), not that organized, confusing and perhaps "autistic" but it is what it is.
For all its flaws, there's some good and uniqueness in it.
As of 2021, i started this account with hopes i would finally do something special but as you'd expect, i put myself through a lot of plans while also being interrupted by both legit problems and obstacles but also my own flaws of lazyness and procrastination.
Because there's different truths at once, i feel a bit disappointed but i also fear giving up.
At least by exposing all of this, some may get interest enough to cheer for me.
Sometimes i think there's still opportunities and i just have to calculate things better, but that's more on the "theory" side of things.
That means too much thinking, not enough DOING.
But then again, it's still early 2022.
I guess i just need something or someone to boss me around.
Just something that tells me "Hey, are you doing something today? Even a simply sketch or some line of code?" and i say "Yeah look i got proof".
To the very few people on this planet reading and looking at my stuff, thanks.
I promise i'll make something good.
Stay with me until the end, even if things have to change hard.
Posted by EyeBallTank - January 26th, 2022
Now, will any of this inspire some of my creations or ideas? Who knows.
I use dreams of mine as reference and inspiration for stuff like places, characters, objects and more.
Some of this sounds like randomly generated shitposts but that's just the beauty of dreaming and i remember a lot of my dreams.
Posted by EyeBallTank - January 4th, 2022
"Why do i don't draw as often?"
It can be other reasons besides just lazyness, distraction, procrastiation etc:
There's a lot of reasons why i not only want more money but to even move to a better house and place.
I just hope most of my ambitious and goals don't turn out to be regrettable and i become much more less like people who make "relatable artist memes" about how they don't draw and how quirky that is.
Better not let myself caught up by small inconveniences.
Any help about overcoming art blocks is appreciated.
Posted by EyeBallTank - December 31st, 2021
Didn't do as much as i wanted in late 2021 but hopefully, i stop screwing around and do much better.
Not just a promise, but a mission.
No time to waste.