I had that kind of headache that felt like a stab in my brain or as if someone put a layer or bubblegum wrap around my brain.

Or worse, as if the brain was being opened.

And for some reason, that affected my nose as if i was suddenly smelling my own brain or blood.

As if my own nerves were malfunctioning a bit and messing up data.

I did have a nosebleed eventually and i had to take care of it.

Because of how skinny i am, i fear that affects both how likely i'm to feel cold and if i accidently block blood flow in my veins (Specially from sleeping on my left side, due to where my heart is).

Need to get more meat, even if it means i can no longer do weird gestures with my fingers in the future (Which somehow didn't broke my hands).

Also, you know the "inhale from nose, exhale from mouth" concept?

I had to do that backwards due to how closed my nose was, plus it feels easier to do both movements from either nose or mouth.

Even then, both nose and mouth felt rusty that they started doing what sounded like weird whistle noises or like subtle Tom and Jerry screams that could catch me off-guard at night (Like "who the hell did that? Oh it's me").

Or like an old train and those old coffee pots with steam coming out.

I also think i drank too much water and was worried if it affected my brain (I still worry about some things at the back of my head and what my actual skull shape might be).

I think i have some stupid misconceptions about the human body and try to tell myself "at least i'm not Steve Jobs".

OCD and weird habits don't always help either.

But i'm getting better, even if i have to wear warmer clothes and even a mask but as of writing this, it's a warm day.