Might be a symptom of autism but one of my worst traits is when i either bring up a problem later than it should have been or when someone asks/offers me something basic and i reply with "no i'm good", in a situation where it wouldn't hurt to accept something as simple as a glass of water.
With the latter example, it's like a case of overpoliteness: Maybe i don't want to give people extra work (Because sometimes, wanting to do more for other people is something you even wish to do and not just "because i have to").
Because isolating myself is probably tied into my procrastination and why i barely even do the stuff i want to do.
There could be actual reasons why some stuff feels delayed, like stuff that just happens to get in the way or schedule stuff.
I do fear being known as "that annoying guy that keeps asking for help, as if he's got an inability to do shit on his own and actually learn skills", but dying alone is worse.
Time is money, even when you don't have it and there's nothing worse than wasting money that you don't already have.
Maybe i could at least "minimize" my delays.
I still need to take occasional brakes and a few distractions like any normal human being.
Also, i tend to worry about my own memory too.
TheMiamiDeSantos
hm... you sound like a young person, i would say a teen. There's nothing wrong on having a problem and then asking for help, there is wrong when you have a problem and you aren't doing anything to solve it. Nothing wrong on accepting things like the bottle of water, people ain't going to think you're annoying or anything like that, relax, man, take things easy. I'm here, i don't know you, never talked to you, but i'm cool, just chillin at ng, found your post and then commented, what you gonna think of me? don't know, let's find out, or dont even find out at all, it's alright
EyeBallTank
I'm actually on my 20's.
The bottle of water was just an example of a situation.
I think most of my behaviours also come from a "reactionary" effect from people around me like my family and friends.
Like a basic survival instinct of learing from others and how you can apply information to a real event.
Specially or at least partially because of econimic factors, since my house is messy enough that my room/office was originally built as a kitchen.
I have yet to be picked on a real job based on the skills i learned at college and the last job i got money from was helping a friend of my mom move her house.
At least i know i'm still learning things from different fields, so depending on how far i can go, i can make stuff interesting enough that some people can declare a value on it (Based on future speculation of course).
What matters now is focusing on the present and do stuff along it.